July 11, 2003 - 11:20 p.m.
I've spent alot of time trying to figure out what exactly I believe, spiritually as well as other. Then I spent some more time trying not to figure out, hoping it would come to me naturally. I don't know exactly which happened, but finally I Believe something, and it's comforting, though to others I guess it would be conisdered heritical. For you and for me, here is the short of it: Gaia.
I thought I came to the concept and feeling of it all myself, then the other day I heard someone quote word for word what I had been feeling, and then they put the name Gaia to the entity.
Mayhap I did follow my heart to it, but I am glad I am not the only one who has come to the same conclusion. I don't feel the need to search others out to discuss it, or to comisirate, or to share my view. I think overall that is what makes it feel the most....right...for me.
With the searching pointed in at least a general direction, I hope that I can relax enough to live and move forward a little on the path.
Although it isn't exactly along with what I view, I came accross a couple sentences that strike a cord: Some say the road we all travel in this life has been surveyed and cobblestoned by the gods. If so, then the gods must have an unhealthy fondness for strong drink.
I have something in commmon with sometihng I half believe in.
I like cobblestones....
6:58 p.m. - November 21, 2003
11:55 p.m. - November 15, 2003
8:23 p.m. - November 15, 2003
3:38 a.m. - November 10, 2003
7:46 a.m. - October 27, 2003
